Ennui

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©2013 Pheroze
Published by Lemme Wilson, ASCAP

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released April 23, 2013

Music and Lyrics by Pheroze Karai
Vocals and Guitars: Pheroze Karai
Guitars: Pontus Gunve
Bass: Dan Kramer
Drums: Joe Renaud

Engineered, Produced and Mixed by Pheroze Karai at Halberd Death Studios

Drums tracked at Spaceman Sound

Mastered by Adrian Morgan at Timeless Mastering

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Pheroze Brooklyn, New York

Clever, versatile singer, guitarist, songwriter and producer Pheroze makes intricately-crafted music that illuminates life’s mysteries and provides a window into a world infused with lush and inventive melodies and harmonies.

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Track Name: The Path Towards December
All my life I've been keeping time on the path towards December.
It's a lonely ride but I work to find this past I can't remember.
I don't want to hold you
I just want to know you're gone
Then I'll know what I am inside.

Help me design all
the dreams that
I call home
this time
I'm forcing you alive

Pleading through these desperate highs there's a darkness and I've met her.
No mercy, bliss, or sweet nothings, just the distance in my side view.
She's not going to find me
She knows I'm just on her way
and that I'll show what I am inside.

Help me design all
the dreams that
I call home
this time
I'm forcing you alive

All this time I've been throwing sound in the echoes of forever.
There's no wistful sighs or beating hearts to mend what I have severed.
And I don't want to be you, I just want to watch you live
And then I'll know what I am inside.

Help me design all
the dreams that
I call home
this time
I'm forcing you alive
Track Name: Farming With Dynamite
Hey I'm the stone

I'm your bones outside
Just stand on me to
Reach for what's too high

Let's blow it all until we're alive
and keep on farming with dynamite

I lie between
your dirt, your sun, your crown
Waving tickets for a ride to bleed me out
so get in line

Just hold me down against the ground
and keep on farming with dynamite

I already told you
I already sold you
I already hold you

And now we've gone too far
for our lives to part
and now we've grown apart

I already told you
I already sold you out
I already hold you down

Sway with the demons
The soulmates of our lives
I've stolen all the fire they have cried
And I'll let it burn

Just hold me down against the ground
and keep on farming with dynamite
Let's blow it all until we're alive
and keep on farming with dynamite

I already hold you down
Track Name: Today I Belong to the Dead
Today, I belong to the dead
Like an angel's got wings around my neck
I could get lost right here inside my breath
'cause today I belong to the dead

Today she's an echo in my head
Selling the sad songs I whisper to my pen
She speaks dumb, sees blind, I hear deaf
and today she belongs to the dead

Today there's a price set on my head
A blood outlaw in this world of plastic men
I could pay my debts and settle in
but today I belong to the dead

Save me from the gods that I set upon myself
They need this war zone created in my head

Today, I belong to the dead
Like an angel with a broken neck
I could be found right here inside my breath
but today I belong to the dead
Track Name: Thirty Eight
And she's running so hard
through a street that knows her name
And she's screaming so loud
to a foam of unwatched fame

When Thirty Eight were stone
She found her life unknown
No trick of light was thrown
Still, Thirty Eight went back home

And she's dreaming alone
through a field of falling rain
And she's stealing nights eyes
through a sea of blinding pain

When Thirty Eight were stone
She found her life unknown
No trick of light was thrown
Still, Thirty Eight went back home

We sit alone through it all
Ignoring all who might call
Drowning in our need
to stay whole

When Thirty Eight were stone
She found her life unknown
No trick of light was thrown
Still, Thirty Eight went back home
Track Name: Chemicals
My chemicals are wrong
but they've shown me this song
There is nothing they won't tell you
to make you stay within their lines
And no depths they won't drag you
After they're nailed in your side

My chemicals are wrong
but they're playing this song
These are my words trying to reach you
So I lay still inside my bed
These are my hands shaking to hold you
So I can drop you from my head

My chemicals are wrong
but they're singing this song
They will send out all my fears
As neon thoughts that light your mind
They will feel you reaching to find truth
Only to leave you in despair